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TADA – so 2 weeks ago me, mom and J tackled the closet. found out that i had 3 boxes full of teddy bears that i’ve accumulated over the younger years. a couple of posts ago i spoke about how J is the worst boyfriend because he can’t win me at least one teddy bear. hmph, but now that i see all these teddies from the numerous exes i had, i wouldn not think of trading J over other guys. *insert awws moment*. after that we went to watch the mayweather fight πŸ™‚ (grr talk about a frustrating cheap fight_ not really relevant here so i’m going to skip that rant). the point here is, since me and J made other plans, i left a lot of my room unorganized. i had a bunch of boxes to sort through and throw out everything that i don’t need.

then the weekend that just passed, best came over cause she wanted company. we watched movies, played video games and then i dragged her and J to my lola’s bday party (*insert 89 yo, wowzaa). after my lola’s party we headed out for some drinks, oh man did we vent. we vented about the past, the present, and what we see in the future given where we are situated at the moment. anyway back to my point…

since it wasn’t a late night, i went home and was able to sleep and decided that i will finish organizing my room. don’t get me wrong, i played Catherine before starting, i was catching up on tv shows that i missed on ROD and before you know it was 5pm. J called and told me he was coming over around 10, and i really had to hustle. 2 garbage bags and 3 empty boxes out of 4 done and i swept the floor and wiped the table. it felt good to finally finish my fall version of spring cleaning.

while best was here, i couldn’t sleep until i figured out my finances. that was the main reason why i wanted to clean my room because i needed to figure out my debt and their interest rates. done and done, phew … but then i thought, writing goals and having a plan is only 1 piece of the pie. i found my old planner and decided i will keep a planner in my bag again. i figured this will also help with clearing up some of my iPhone’s memory by clearing some of the useless apps that i don’t even digitally update, i will finally have a hard copy of my memory/dates, list of projects and of course track both my weight and financial goals. if executed properly i will (within 2012):

  • less in debt
  • more conscious about my health (by tracking what i eat and how often i go to the gym)
  • plan events ahead of time
  • track important dates that i really need to keep up with (dentist appointments, chiropractor, doctor check ups, hair appts, mani-pedis)

phew that was a lot to vent in one day. oh, trust me when i say, this is definitely a score cause i can blog at least once a week and note the things i want to blog about without forgetting about them. next entry, i will take a picture of what you can find in my bag, now that i’m slowly forming a rountine. definitely a a an amazing start towards my 27 year πŸ™‚


G1 – G2 – G

there’s been quite a bit of updating that needs to be done on here. i have not been up-to-date with all the stuff i’ve been working on so far this summer. soon enough i will be way to busy to update. i always get distracted, i always end up checking the dailies, adding more to do’s on the to do lists and alot more of pre-organizing what i need to get organized on.

but let’s focus shall we. i’ve been studying for my G1, it’s just a test but i don’t want to have to spend more money than i have to take the test. *sigh

it takes quite a lot of will power to really get on top of things. it would be really easy if i was a millionaire… why? because i can finally focus on what’s important other than the little things. also you can hire people to do the things you want to do better and faster for a price. sigh*


a brand new year

Monday will be no ordinary Monday…

pumpkin contest !WINnuzz!

Ok so my work has gone corporate. Starting Monday it will be a marking of a brand new year. Things haven’t been the same since the whole revamping of our processes. In my virginized point of view, having no work experience, I find changes a good thing. It makes things interesting and (key word) brand new. The mood elevation has been on complete rollercoaster but it was bound to be felt. I couldn’t believe that no one in the office actually dressed up for Hallowe’en this year. But I guess it was inevitable, especially when almost everyone is in a new team.

My work environment has definitely changed, not only due to the recession but also because of all the changes happening simultaniously. It can’t be helped i guess, because we as a company is moving up the charts.

Another big difference coming Monday is the fact that I am a YEAR older and wiser. (remeniscence will be posted on a latter date). I can’t say I’m happy to be getting older yet because I’m not fully where I want to be. There are still many outstanding dreams I need to make into reality.

I just wonder how different it would be come Monday. I just have to go through 2 day…a weekend to find out where my future lies, career wise~ and then a month to prove the inevitable… If only I can fast forward…….

Hello world!

Listening to: Danity Kane – Poetry

believe me or not, this is probably my 4th or 5th try of blogging on the first 2 tries were just to experiment, to see what WordPress had that Blogdrive didn’t. Well its obvious now that there are more perks to having WordPress, but because of Blogdrive being so user-friendly ..i was hooked. But shaking that off now …i need this blog to match my new aura.

So let me begin by Y i am here. Thinking out loud. Writing on a laptop that the best’ lent me. Well if you must know it is a New Year. 2008 have gone & went down as history –not in the making ..but merely a memory. Although to be honest there wasn’t much highlights worth mentioning. I did spend Texas during the New Year’s Eve etc. Celebrations of ’08. Hence not being here where my mom was, & not to mention my bf. I can’t deny the exhilaration i felt when i was away from the place i’ve been for the last -oh-i-don’t-know- 14 years. It was (as i Felt) a very spiritual time; full of reflection & reminiscence. I was for once, surrounded by cousins who were either established or was sure of what 2008 was going to be for them. Well that’s half the truth, but i feel as though things unravelled there, with the chosen few that i never really had any connection with until then. I miss those 7 days that my mind felt free to wonder, hope & dream. Some of the issues i’m dealing with now was sprung from those days ..hence, everything does happen for a reason.

2008 was full of procrastination and i’m definitely here on the 1st of January 2009 certain of many things that i could’ve accomplished back then when i didn’t work for 6Β full months (not counting the part-time gigs of course). When i’ve written down a list of things that i wanted to accomplish but didn’t even come close. I was on a dL for most of 2008 & in celebration i chose to be alone. Usually people who are in a relationship,Β  would want to be with their significant other, whereever that may lead. But not me *this year, no not this year …when i didn’t get a chance to shape out what i wanted to do -accomplish- achieve in 2009. Omg, in looking back now i haven’t been spending New Year’s with my mom for the past 3 years. Yet we live under the same roof. wow this entry is going to be longer than i thought. & so it doesn’t stop there really.

the year that passed had nothing in it, i basically just watch it fly by with time. I can’t recall anything special …mmmk well there is a couple of major accomplishments; I graduated a bit a’ office experience.& last and foremost i got a job in Market Research (which is up my alley*in terms of what i studied of course). Yeah, it is a big stepping stone & i’ve been there for 6+ months. I’m practically settled in that i am able to work from home with a VPN access, i get paid salary, & i finally get 2 weeks paid vacation. Not mentioning the health/dental benefits that they obviously take pride in πŸ™‚

Yes that is something to be proud of…but…i was supposed to cut down smoking, lose weight, ummmm the rest i passed with flying colours. i bonded with friends this year godchildrens are growing~ there’s so much to look back on that it’s hard to look forward. What should i look forward to? Maybe i can sleep it off for now. But before i Forget for next time…

2009 Lists of Needs&Wants