what a slut time is…

  
indeed. i write on here and then suddenly, with just a blink of an eye – so much time has passed without notice. so many unmet goals ‘eh’. oh well it’s always back to the drawing board. life happens when you’re out making other plans.

it’s just so disappointing; to wake up each morning knowing another day has passed and tomorrow becomes today. today realizing that yesterday was not like what i thought the day before was. hahaha, yes my thoughts are just a broken disk that keeps spinning. there has been a few accomplishments here and there in this blog but i wish i could’ve written more of the positives. correction, i guess, it’s only potential positives since the positives haven’t actually happened.

back to the drawing board. i’ve always wanted to create a vision board, is that even still a thing? i have been searching for a 30 something blogger that could inspire me at this age, but i don’t think there is any. i don’t want to stick with the 20 somethings because they are just too optimistic. then I found a 13 yo lifestyle blogger. yes, 13 talking about make up and such. i suddenly don’t know how to feel about it. these yougins haven’t experienced the borderline hardships life i know now brings.

then i step back and think, i guess I could be that messed up person. that – once was a mess and found herself ‘literally’ through experience and exposure. yeah i’ll volunteer to be that 30 something un-married, baby-less, un-settled girl who finds herself hobby-listing, socially active, somewhat-opinionated blogger. could that be my niche?

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2 thoughts on “what a slut time is…

  1. jOny Bee says:

    Someone important said…”be the change you want to be in the world”, it has to start somewhere, really, and you don’t have to be in your 20’s to be optimistic about life, although it may be harder the more experience and exposure you have in this big wide world…as it seems pessimists are EVERYWHERE! Anyway, BE that 30-something blogger that inspires positiveness and optimism in the world, you never know who you can reach out there and inspire, besides writing about your thoughts are better than shopping/professional therapy – hah!

    Yeah, anyway, don’t want to leave you such a long message here, I’m on lunch at work right now and I really just wanted to drop a line to let you know I’ve dropped by and was thinking of you, that’s all! Bye.

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