i can’t remember the last time i caught up with the blogs that i’ve subscribed to. last year i racked up quiet a bit, and having had iGoogle, i really thought i would be more up to date with everyone. boy, was i wrong on that one. the more i signed up the more i had to read. i used to have a bit of browsing time at work, but closer to end of last year business started picking up and social time with the team has increased over a few major embarrassing moments. i can’t blame them cause i’m quiet the cool girl with ultimate wits. but it has affected my efficiency. 3 months into the year we did a few switcharoos. now all the noise-makers and chattery chatters are sitting all in the same pod (i’m obviously one of them). so every down time we are all chatting away about current events, past events, news, music, etc. etc. and more etc. it’s great and amazing that we are all getting along but it’s so hard to not get distracted now-a-days.
so i guess the down time from chilling with acquaintances and the girls is now giving me the chance to do catch up… i find it easier to blog when i’m done catching up on my shows, when J isn’t around to smother, and when i want to vent in private. and that’s where i found myself today.
so what else is new other than work. 3 months in and i’m sort of financially stable. of course i constantly wish there was a way for me to have a higher credit rating but i’m just glad i’m finally in a good place. relationship is still the same, really nothing to update about that other than weddings coming up and knowing that it’s fast approaching… the future, the maturity. i keep forgetting how old i am sometimes cause i’m stuck at 25. but we know we’re not there anymore and i just wish there was a clear path we could take but unfortunately life is never that easy. everyone is settling down or having a baby. it’s all exciting but i find myself stepping back and thinking is that really something that i want for myself? really? i am really just not there yet.
oh gosh it’s sooo hard to grow up. i wish we can just wake up and pooof, fast forwarded future in a blink of an eye.