J is currently on the plane getting settled & listening to the flight attendants telling them where the emergency exits are located. i’m sure he’s just about figured out what the tv in front of him is capable of.
he just called to say his last goodbye to me, the one he left behind. & my teardrop couldn’t help but come from my eye. i can’t help saying goodbye without crying.
he’s leaving for a month .5. it’s a whole time without him being around. it’s been in my mind for a couple of weeks now and it still hasn’t sunk in. i’m sure i will be expecting a couple of nights of missing him terribly, making a long distance call to him and him not answering or something.
in every relationship, there will always be a time where distance separates you. it’s another one of our firsts. & i can’t wait to overcome this chapter.
and so it begins…
time for some self discovery