Day 02 – Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
i would like to be married for 5 years 1-2 kids (in 10 years i will be 36 ~pffft!) with J hopefully. me and hubby will be making enough money for a comfortable life, no financial worries, living in a house with 2 cars. my mom and his sister will be living with us, so our house would need to be big enough with really simple stuff that shows both of our characters. my mom will be taking care of my kids and helping us around the house. & to be really accurate by time and date, me and hubby will be done planning for our disneyland trip for my 36th bday.
Day 03 – Your views on drugs and alcohol.
i’ve tried 1 drug and was of legal age when i was introduced to alcohol. i don’t do drugs (it never became a habit) but alcohol has been on a regular during special events and if i wanted an elevated sense of excitement/happiness for that matter.
Day 04 – Your views on religion.
the bf has recently been wanting to go to church and i learned that I have sinned greatly and have not been a very committed catholic. i believe in higher power but will not follow certain rituals to the extreme. i only pray when something good happens, i’m always thankful for the blessings. i don’t believe in praying to achieve or receive things that are beyond our control. i’d rather thank for the unconditional blessing.
Day 05 – A time you thought about ending your own life.
it happened a couple of times with my first boyfriend. everytime he hurt me, i felt better if i hurt myself. i felt it was better to feel a physical kind of pain rather than the spiritual/mental pain that is hard to dispose. i have never been like that since it ended between us which made me learn that he was unhealthy for me and i’m better off without him.