well it looks like i’m going to be talking about my significant other for the first challenge. although i’m hungover & should not be doing this and be resting instead, i have to start this now or never. (ins: it’s so easy to cheat online, technically this is late but i am going to be as un’pointe as possible…so i’m going to continue this assuming i wrote this on the actual day_instead of 5 days later) ^^ so as i was saying; to sum up the kind of relationship i have in one sentence: amazing relationship that’s heading nowhere at the moment.
we met at the uttermost spontaneous way to ever meet someone. i had a crush on him in college, had a couple of classes together but i could not pursue him because i was with someone who in the end did not meet expectations. the day i met him was fate and the turn of events was definitely destined or was written in the stars. i broke up with the old and in with the new by the end of evening. anyway due to the circumstances of how our relationship was conceived, we were lovers and friends for a year, and after all the firsts and lasts, we were pretty much inseparable ever since.
we have now been dating for 5 yrs and 3/4s. it took him 4 years to admit he loved me. and it’s taking him even longer to propose. God knows we are at that level of commitment, but due to unforeseeable calamities and bad decisions we are stuck in a rut. he’s not at a level i thought he would be by now. but i’m going to patiently wait for all the excuses to slowly fade away. he has a way of making me wait for things i want. fruit of labor he mentions all the time.
but we all know we want what we can’t have. i still love him, but slowly falling out of love for him. i want someone who will guide me / carry me even to the next level and at the rate he’s going at it, it won’t be anytime soon.
in conclusion: i’m dating a guy exclusively and his name is JR. he can be great when he wants to be…but he’s not being great right now.