Monday blues

My horoscope says:

WhAt happens today, tomorrow, and in the runner-up to the Sun’s change of signs on Nov 22 will make you realize that life is good and getting better.

It’s so hard to be optimistic about anything that presents itself uncertain. There is nothing tangible in my life. not my job, career relationship…life, love, family?!? It’s like I just recently opened a box with puzzle pieces…very unsure of where to start and how to connect.

Is life supposed to be a day-by-day shift? Sometimes you want longer, most of the time shorter shifts. Preoccupations leave you with so much anticipation of nothing when it presents itself. Plans get cancelled and new things get by without notice.

When will life stop being a question mark? I wonder if it’s a lot better to live for someone else. Love for someone else. I just don’t want any of these on my own.

One day I will have answers, but what if I don’t like it?

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